Raindrops are my Idols

I wish I was a raindrop
Because if i were a raindrop
I would be able to travel anywhere
I would be able to fall
And fly away
From here

I wish I was a raindrop
Because raindrops dont have nerves
So they can't feel anything
Not pain
Not anything

I wish I was a raindrop
Because if I were a raindrop
I would fall and wet the ground
I would make an imprint
I would take my place
In this rainy world

I wish I was a raindrop
So people would dance
In me and my rainy friends
So I could see them glowing and happy
In this depressing

I wish I was a raindrop
So I could fall, and dry up
And then be GONE
From this falling, painful, rainy, depressing
World

Monday Free Write 12/8

High- this week is going to be full of Christmas shopping (and me-shopping) and im psyched.

Low- It's cold and not sunny and I dont like this kind of weather. It just ruins my day, which makes it hard to go day-seizing. :(

Question- What is the history of Santa Claus? where did he come from?

Goal- My goal is to........ummmmm..........read books. Yeah that works.

LAL-Story of a Girl

Story of a Girl is about this girl named Deanna Lambert who was caught by her dad doing something she wasn't supposed to. It was a life-changing mistake that effected her whole high school career, but she finds a way to deal with the pain and emotional stress put on by her peers. In my essay, I wrote about how mistakes can actually be a good thing sometimes, because we learn from them and then next time we can make the right decision. Story of a Girl also changed the way I view the world, because it showed me that a lot of people might be going through a tough time and you might not even know it. So it's always good to say reassuring and uplifting things to everyone because you never know when it's going to make or break their day.

Monday Free write 12/1

High- I'm going to go see the Twilight movie with two of my friends. It's going to be way fun.

Low- IM FAILING SCIENCE! who fails science? It's like the easiest class there is!

Question- Is evolution fact or fiction? Has there ever been any proof of evolution existing? Please post your opinions.

Goal- This weekend i finished reading four novels in two days. Some time this week im going to go to the library and check out like, eight and see how little it takes me to read them.

Monday Free Write 11/17

High-This week I got my C up to a B in gym, so I get a week off of my grounding. Yay!

Low-My best friend is going away this weekend so I have nothing to do! And I'm going to have to stay home alone and it's gonna be so BORING.

Question-I've been wondering how fast hair grows. Some people I know have hair that gets cut one day, the two weeks later its longer than it was before it was cut!

Goal-This week whenever I'm having a bad day, I'm going to count all the good things that have happened. (so like, I'll sort of count my blessings).

Monday Free Write 11/3/08

Week High: My high this week is that I reached my goal by turning in EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENTS this week. And it wasn't even hard!

Week Low: This week's low is (yes it's shallow and unimportant) that i think I'm starting to like one of my best friends in the world and if he ever found out it would ruin everything.

Question: Why do girls care more about looks than boys? Is it some type of hormone? And why do girls think something about themselves that's totally UN-true? What do they see that the rest of the world doesn't? (sorry that was like 4 questions)

This week's goal: To go out with my parents and do something because I never do anything with them.

Monday Free Write Question

I have recently met someone who is very cynical and usually shuts himself off from the world. He'll tell me he's not willing to love anybody or feel any kind of emotion for fear of falling in too deep. And I am wondering how many other people are like this? And why would anybody shut off their willingness to love? It's like....having a superpower you don't use. It's sad.

About Me

• Favorite thing about English- when i go into Ms. Bryant's English class, I'm always excited to be writing. I can't wait until we all start our short stories or whatever we end up doing. It's also cool 'cause I've met some other peers that are into writing too. I keep journals as well. Lol...I've actually filled up like, five notebooks. :P
• Something unique about me- not a lot of people know this, but I'm half Spanish. (As in Spain...not Mexico ;P) I know it's not that exciting but hey, I'm proud of my heritage! At least I think that's the right word...I don't know :)
• One life goal- something i want to do before i die (besides the obvious. ie: marriage, career, etc.) I would like to...hmm...haven't really thought about this much....oh yeah! I've always wanted to go to New York City. Everyone always tells me it's so pretty and wonderful, and I want to witness that all myself.